gravity & antigravity

Gravity still holds me back. I'm antigravity.

bifurkasi

Sometimes, after all you've done, a great effort of thinking and trying to change something you think is wrong, after a very long while of insisting to do something about it and trying every way you can to do it:

..you just let go.

I let go.

f off

I don't give a damn. I give shit to you. And that's kinda weird, becoz you're a shithead already, so that makes it redundant. I don't care.

You're so shitty, shithead.

rain

It's been raining for days. All the afternoons.
I've been emotional for days. Only one thing that could stop me.

Rain.

Don't stop. Please.
I need you to stop me from becoming a person they make me want to be.

singapore

It takes a very big thing to make me feel belong. And these guys, sure made me feel belong. I wanted to stay. I can't believe how big the feeling is, praying to god so I can stay. I can see them in August without having to leave.

Thx Kev, Pras, Howard. It was a blast.

NUS. Library. McD. Afternoon walk. Bus. Apartment. Lounge. Little talk. Another bus ride. Moderate heart-warming talk. Laugh. Smile. Grateful. Fullerton. Chocolate. Big-crappy-but-sure-make-me-happy talk. Laugh. Big laugh. Big gratitude. Long walk from Fullerton to City Hall. A kind of walk I've always wanted to go for. Clarke Quay. A question. Orchard. Lift. Door. Another day. City Hall. Coffeebean. Cathedral. Palm. A long walk from Dhoby Ghaut to Orchard. Paragon. Soup. Laughs. Short-stories. A little run. A little goodbye.

A little hope.

=']

a word or two

..Supernova, saya benar-benar tidak menyangka.
Bagaimana mungkin sesuatu yang tadinya berusaha saya pertahankan mati-matian justru kembali ketika saya lepaskan?
- Arwin to Supernova, Supernova: Ksatria, Puteri, dan Bintang Jatuh. Dee, 2001.



Buat Erika di Jakarta sana.
Semangat, te!

after all these years

One of my friends back in junior high school suddenly popped up in my apartment yesterday, staying for 2 days in my housemate's room. Funny how I feel, I think nevertheless, playing back my memory of me and him, we weren't close: even he was in my enemy's group; I feel happy just to see him after all these years.

Time flies. He's changed, I can tell. He was nothing like he was, he is now better. Way better. I can tell from what he says, I can tell from the gestures. Grown up.

I'm so happy to see him again after all these years.

Really happy.

Mr. Curiosity

Hey Mr. Curiosity,
Is it true what they've been saying about you,
Are you killing me?

Hi people. I'm alright. =] College's been very good. Friends have been very good. I miss my family though. Huf. But here is alright, just alright.

I just gave the SABD society my design work, so I hope I have what it takes to handle either the blog or the print design. I can't say which one I want. I want both. Hahahaha.

Anyway.

This is what I've been making all week, it cost me numb palm and fingers. Sighs. But it's worth the work. We succeed.



And this is what I took from the plane.

Actually, I still want to share something. But I haven't taken picture of it yet, so, later. =]



Have a nice day, people.

Shit happens.

And the saddest part, it's no one else's fault, it's mine.

See you in PJ, tomorrow.

Rrrrgh.