forever hometown

"..yang namanya kangen itu emang karna kalo uda terbiasa ya.."

Malem ini malem terakhir taun ini di PJ, Petaling Jaya. Kalo di Jakarta, ini lebih kurang kayak daerah Serpong atau Karawaci. Hmm. Kalo di Karawaci ada Supermall Karawaci, kalo di sini, just several hundred meters away from my apartment, ada Sunway Pyramid. Mall super gede yang jadi tujuan utama wisata kedua setelah Genting Highlands.

I'm gonna miss this town so much. Emang kangen itu kalo uda terbiasa. I'm gonna be back here in Jan, though, so I think, I'll better enjoy my coming back as much as I could.

PJ, This will be my last night sleeping in your town, for this year. Thanks so much for the months and weeks you've been giving me, thanks for the friends, moments, and everything I could happily reminisce. I will always miss looking from my window apartment, your delightful view of lights, all around the valley.

See you next year, PJ. Have a nice nice Christmas and a super New Year. It's gonna be super crowded here, I know, I wish I could sit around and enjoy your fireworks on New Year's Eve.

=]

Jakarta. I'm going back tomorrow.
I'll hit the road, and your eve, is gonna be mine.

Jakarta. My forever hometown.



Goodnight!

singapore jakarta kuala lumpur

AKHIRNYA BISA NGEBLOG LAGI.

ohohoho.

I'll be going home the day after tomorrow. It's a relief, it's a happiness. But somehow it's different from those days I was longing to go back home. Now. It matters also, to me, to know and realize myself that somehow, some ways, I'll be missing this place so much. So much. Everything here. The days. The room. The view from my window. The fun with my friends.

Hahaha. Very funny, indeed. Is this a sign of me having two homes? If it is, hum, I think this will make a balance. =)

I miss everything in my hometown. My family. My friends. I'll soon be going home. Jakarta, you know me, I'll never be far too long not to go back to your arms again. I miss you. Your pulse. Your afternoon. Your rain. But this year, don't make a flood, kay? Can't wait to meet you there. =)

I surely miss home.

And I will surely miss PJ. Here. My second home.

Anyway. I went to Singapore the other day. It was fun. Everything. I kinda celebrated my birthday there, Thanks to Kev, Pras, Howard, for the surprise. It is, really, my real first surprise birthday celebration. Thanks.

And for you, ya, you, my friends in college. I know you had fun. xD I was a total mess. Thanks for everything, Daniel, Marco, Andry. More to the way, Linda, Novi, Christine, Nadia. Surely, friends are forever, eh? Hope I could celebrate my next birthday with you all again. That's what I wished for.

Happy Birthday, BirthdayBoy!

Hope you can be a better man, and be a blessing to people near you! And don't forget to be thankful for every storm He gives you. He knows you could make it, so, don't ever give up! =)

You're old now, you know. Time to do some changes, time to settle down with everything, everyone, and do the best each day you could!

I'm 19 now. Thanks, God.


For everything.

Everything.

=]

anyway

It's like 4 in the morning. I was sleeping. Then suddenly I can't sleep.

The truth is, it's been too much of things I want to type down here. Too much that I don't take time to do so. Huff. Assignments. Several movies. Assignments. Going back home is only 2 assignments and 2 exams away. And that could only be 2 weeks from now.

I'm here, I miss my town so much, soo much. If I'm in Jakarta, then somehow, a part of me will think of going back here again. xD Is is a sign of me having two homes?

Anyway.

The question of the night:
Is it philosophically right to team up with him in this upcoming FT?

I hope night falls me the answer. or the morning.



I think I need to eat. ==

rant

I'm at a point where I don't know what I'm doing thinking or feeling. It's not like feeling numb, you know, it's more like it's all so blurry and you don't take time to put those into place, not because you can't, because you just don't want.

My melancholy part is taking me over.

Like. I'm spending the whole day with my roommate, and doing things and eating and doing things and watching movie and talking and suddenly there is something I can't explain, there came something, some rush or what I don't know, when after that, after a long long day, I sat beside the window, and had a view of everything ahead of me, glimpse of lights so wonderful, all afar, and suddenly, hey, I thought about how the day was going, everything was great, despite those things I can't barely feel and I don't know why, like when I threw a party for my roommate, he was having his birthday, we had so much fun with all friends, and I was like close to tears, can I have one more day like today?

With all the unreal feelings and real fun?

Or. Could tomorrow even be better?

I thank God.

I am an

I'm an ENTJ.

VERY TRUE. Gosh. I can't believe this frikkin test really works.

..are natural born leaders.
..are "take charge" people.
..ability to absorb a large amount of impersonal information.
..are very career-focused.
..there is not much room for error in the world of the ENTJ.
.. a forceful, intimidating and overbearing individual.
..has a tremendous amount of personal power and presence.
..have very strong sentimental streaks, although they will likely hide it from general knowledge.
..is a very forceful and dynamic presence who has a tremendous amount of self-confidence and excellent verbal communication skills.
..are assertive, innovative, long-range thinkers with an excellent ability to translate theories and possibilities into solid plans of action.
..are usually tremendously forceful personalities, and have the tools to accomplish whatever goals they set out for.

Possible career paths:
* Corporate Executive Officer; Organization Builder
* Entrepreneur
* Computer Consultant
* Lawyer
* Judge
* Business Administrators and Managers
* University Professors and Administrators

ANJRIT. So true. T.T This explains more than my previous Chol(75)-Mel(25) personality. And also. How come architect is not on the list. ==;

Nice day.

happy

ARGH I'M SO HAPPY.

I'M AT HOME. I'M IN MY OWN TOWN. I'M HERE.

ohohohohoho so happy.

doesn't feel like going back, me.

I wanna stay so bad.

T.T

So many things happened.

All of a sudden, in a flash of light, tomorrow I'll be home.

Home.

Jakarta.

=]

shoes

I just sit there. Thinking. What would anyone do if he's got to be in my shoes.

What would I do?

See from afar.

Laugh, smile, maybe.

Then I come to think:

We don't have to have something we want.




Hugs.

Kalaulah aku dapat.. membaca pikiranmu..
Dengan sayap harapan.. ku ingin terbang jauh..

Have a nice weekend.

=]