eh halo

Eh. Halo.

Apa kabar dunia? Tetep asyikkk.

Tadi malam saya ke Baby Face cafe, Djakarta Theatre. Er. Some sort of boredom, I guess. I know, I should've been happier at those times, with all those frikkinly surrounding sounds, like beats of dugem or stuff. But, really, I prefer doing the other 100 things to being there, you know.

Just so you know, I love the 'chatting with friends' part, 'dining' part, but not the 'so-called-dugem-hype-that-teens-normally-like'. It's just that, like last night, I was coming to a moment where I just wanna take out my pda and put on my earphones and listen to my kind of music and enjoy the city lights somewhere outside the cafe.

Really. I'm that weird, so to speak.

I don't know.

I'm going thru a phase I know you will just feel in your like, 20s or later.

Haha. This kind of moment awaits, ladies and gentlemen.

Er. And another thing.

I met a long-lost-ever-close-fs friend. We chat thru smses. Just so I have a channel to speak out my mind, like, about what I'm feeling without expecting a thorough response, cause you know, we're only friends.

But somehow, this new friend cheered me up. Cheers to that.

And, ya, I heard some false things about my X. X is happy now, don't bother to that. And, you know what, I've got to a point where I don't even have power to bother to that. So, just, anything. I only bother people who want to accompany me.

Also, still remember Y? I had a long long conversation with this person, and it's a relief, finding out that Y has had a particular someone to rely on. Maybe someday, a hug won't kill. And I still don't know why occasionally Y hugs me. --;

No, I'm not that desperate, K. Hehehe. Just, I guess I'm done with the 'struggling' part. Now, at this very moment, I'm into 'waiting' and 'letting it be' part. Enough with the struggling.

At least, somehow I could do a little 'slowing down' this week. Before another 'debating' week starts next week, and I won't have enough time to breathe.

So.

Whenever you meet me on my way to anywhere, a smile and a hand would be appreciated.

Ya.

Like once.