Saturday, May 09, 2009


Badai tak pernah hanya menyapa satu pantai.

Friday, May 08, 2009


it's tonight

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed..
Turn down these voices inside my head..
Lay down with me, tell me no lies..
Just hold me close, don't patronize--don't patronize me..

Cause I cant make you love me--if you don't..
You cant make your heart feel something it wont..
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours..
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power..
But you wont, no you wont..
Cause I cant make you love me--if you don't..

I'll close my eyes, then I wont see..
The love you don't feel, when you're holding me..
Morning will come and I'll do whats right..
Just give me till then to give up this fight..

And I will give up this fight..

Bonnie Raitt - I Can't Make You Love Me
Performed by George Michael, Allison Iraheta.

Monday, May 04, 2009


What if.

What if one day I escape from all of these. All work, all responsibility, all mundane repetitive routine, all things that have endlessly trapped me and sucked the soul out of me until I'm all antisocial and prejudiced about the world.

What if one day I'm entitled to have the chance, one good chance to really look for things that I've been thinking of trying to look for all my life. Those things that we've kept in mind all years long, while we're running running and running endlessly catching things we don't even know or like.

What if one day we have the time in this world.

What if one day I actually can run away.

I'll be looking for you.

Sunday, May 03, 2009


I seriously think that the words 'complication' and 'overcomplication' is not complicated enough--at all. I don't like using words that don't embody my message.


And now do you think i need to detach myself again? Cuz the last time I did not do it, which is last year, I ended up drowning in myself. Or is it a different case?

Let's blame it on the overcomplicatification going on in my head.
(Does that word exist? I can't use overcomplication tho--that word is too simple for this situation.)

Ah. See I'm overcomplicating (or complicatifying) right now.


I know that the moment I choose to not detach myself from a relation, I will get attached. It's just that I didn't think it was gonna be this soon. Or this bad.