Thursday, March 27, 2008

gravity & antigravity

Gravity still holds me back. I'm antigravity.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008


Sometimes, after all you've done, a great effort of thinking and trying to change something you think is wrong, after a very long while of insisting to do something about it and trying every way you can to do it: just let go.

I let go.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

f off

I don't give a damn. I give shit to you. And that's kinda weird, becoz you're a shithead already, so that makes it redundant. I don't care.

You're so shitty, shithead.

Friday, March 21, 2008


It's been raining for days. All the afternoons.
I've been emotional for days. Only one thing that could stop me.


Don't stop. Please.
I need you to stop me from becoming a person they make me want to be.

Monday, March 17, 2008


It takes a very big thing to make me feel belong. And these guys, sure made me feel belong. I wanted to stay. I can't believe how big the feeling is, praying to god so I can stay. I can see them in August without having to leave.

Thx Kev, Pras, Howard. It was a blast.

NUS. Library. McD. Afternoon walk. Bus. Apartment. Lounge. Little talk. Another bus ride. Moderate heart-warming talk. Laugh. Smile. Grateful. Fullerton. Chocolate. Big-crappy-but-sure-make-me-happy talk. Laugh. Big laugh. Big gratitude. Long walk from Fullerton to City Hall. A kind of walk I've always wanted to go for. Clarke Quay. A question. Orchard. Lift. Door. Another day. City Hall. Coffeebean. Cathedral. Palm. A long walk from Dhoby Ghaut to Orchard. Paragon. Soup. Laughs. Short-stories. A little run. A little goodbye.

A little hope.