Thursday, October 25, 2007


I'm at a point where I don't know what I'm doing thinking or feeling. It's not like feeling numb, you know, it's more like it's all so blurry and you don't take time to put those into place, not because you can't, because you just don't want.

My melancholy part is taking me over.

Like. I'm spending the whole day with my roommate, and doing things and eating and doing things and watching movie and talking and suddenly there is something I can't explain, there came something, some rush or what I don't know, when after that, after a long long day, I sat beside the window, and had a view of everything ahead of me, glimpse of lights so wonderful, all afar, and suddenly, hey, I thought about how the day was going, everything was great, despite those things I can't barely feel and I don't know why, like when I threw a party for my roommate, he was having his birthday, we had so much fun with all friends, and I was like close to tears, can I have one more day like today?

With all the unreal feelings and real fun?

Or. Could tomorrow even be better?

I thank God.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

I am an

I'm an ENTJ.

VERY TRUE. Gosh. I can't believe this frikkin test really works.

..are natural born leaders.
..are "take charge" people.
..ability to absorb a large amount of impersonal information.
..are very career-focused.
..there is not much room for error in the world of the ENTJ.
.. a forceful, intimidating and overbearing individual.
..has a tremendous amount of personal power and presence.
..have very strong sentimental streaks, although they will likely hide it from general knowledge. a very forceful and dynamic presence who has a tremendous amount of self-confidence and excellent verbal communication skills.
..are assertive, innovative, long-range thinkers with an excellent ability to translate theories and possibilities into solid plans of action.
..are usually tremendously forceful personalities, and have the tools to accomplish whatever goals they set out for.

Possible career paths:
* Corporate Executive Officer; Organization Builder
* Entrepreneur
* Computer Consultant
* Lawyer
* Judge
* Business Administrators and Managers
* University Professors and Administrators

ANJRIT. So true. T.T This explains more than my previous Chol(75)-Mel(25) personality. And also. How come architect is not on the list. ==;

Nice day.


Thursday, October 18, 2007



ohohohohoho so happy.

doesn't feel like going back, me.

I wanna stay so bad.


Saturday, October 13, 2007

So many things happened.

All of a sudden, in a flash of light, tomorrow I'll be home.