I guess, I'm just a freakass.

Without realizing that I'm in a week full of science tests, I dare join this speech competition and work my ass off eventhough it has only been one week since I did debating in SMAN 8 Debate competition for 3 days and I missed so many lessons at school. Yesterday I just realized that I hadn't recovered yet from fever and I was still having sorethroat and cold, and now the sorethroat gets worse.

Just, I don't know my limit. I even thought I had none. And in the end, I push myself too hard.

Argh. Need a blue sky holiday!!!!!!